” Since beginning of civilization, my ancestors had been nurturing these land with their blood and sweat. Now history, geography, traditions, sacrifices, patriotism – nothing mattered anymore. As a Kafir, I turned overnight into “worst of creatures” in my own motherland.
It is not easy to leave everything – emotions with land of forefathers, livelihood, future of children and women – and jump into an uncertain destiny of miseries. Yet, many of my friends choose this as a safer option. They were butchered in the route. Women – from elderly grandmothers to newborn babies – were raped with slogan of Allah-o-Akbar. Many decided to kill their own mothers, sisters, wives and daughters just to safeguard them from sexual perverts. The number of women thus raped, killed, kidnapped or mutilated ran not in hundreds and thousands but several lacs.
I decided to stay back and trust Jinnah – the founder of Pakistan – who also guaranteed that we would not be subject to religious discrimination.
Now when I look back, I am not sure which would have been a wiser decision for me.My fate would have been still the same – rape, abduction, slaughter, hatred – all in name of Allah – the Merciful.
There is nothing that government or police would do.Either we convert to Islam, or die or our women get in flesh trade.The entire education system is based on hatred against us. Minorities are termed as Kafirs (worst sinners), filthy idol worshipers, Laadin, enemies of Islam, Allah, Prophet and Pakistan. Every Pakistani kid is nurtured in this hatred against us.
If we raise any protest, blasphemy laws get applied. Someone would claim that we insulted the revered Prophet. Now we would be arrested and asked to prove conclusively that we are not guilty. If we cannot (which is obvious case), we must either die or apologize and accept Islam.”